i regret something
isit too late to regret now?i cant sleep.
i am thinking of you..i cant get you off..which i dont wish too..
can i say a sorry for all i have done?
will it be too late?
i've regret this big time breaking up with you.
why cant i treasure that moment with you?
i cried today when i see your profile..
it makes me feel tat you are gone and i am not doing anything.
you have taught me many things.
why didnt i take it and learn?
why?
isit late to regret now?
isit?
i'm sorry cerena.
really.i dont know what to do now..
each time i see my phone with you,it makes me want to cry.
why cerena!! why.
i dont want to break with you.
i am just confuse.
i am just a stupid fucker.
i really regret..
i should have save the chance..but i didnt.
sigh..lets be friends please.
i cant stand myself looking at you with someone..
feel like killing myself..you are such a beauitful girl and i didnt hold on longer..
now i choose to talk to you than sleep.
now i choose to listen to you than do my thing..
now i willing to change just for you..
but why didnt i do this at that time..why now?
sorry cerena..for what i hav done..
everytime you told me, " colin,you are losing me.you should do something" but what did i do? nothing..
now i wannt to tell you. I CANT LOSE YOU!
sigh..
i really regret you know..
sometimes i wanna say that i still love her..but it makes me like i cant say it out..
i see other ppl..happily,laughing,enjoying,loving..etc..why cant i do tat to her..why cant i just give something to her that she will be touched by..
sigh..sometimes i dont understand myself..or isit there's something wrong..
recently..i cant sleep..i every night 2,3am still using com.looking at my phone pics..why cant i forget her..* which i dont want to* sigh..
now she's gonna be attached..i cant come in..maybe she's right..i'm wrong..
yeah..i understand..if she's * cerena* seeing this..
this may be my APOLOGY to her..i am sorry deeply..
recently..i've been busy..work with bigger production..you cant believe this..i injured my neck..but should be fine lah..i guess..hmm..yeah..
a event company one of the guys pass away..kinda of sad lah..
maybe we are going to their wake..sigh..i dont wanna post much abt work for now..guys and girls..takecare..peace to the world..
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