Friday, December 17, 2004

just reached home from nigel's place after the band practice..haix..
went to school to collect my N level slip..haix..i was kinda of scare cause i know i never study much since the starting of the prelims..haix..i feel like i'm so stupid and useless..even nigel say i lousy and my sub ungraded..haix..wad to do..i'm dumb man..cant stand it..
was waiting for my turn to arrive,my frens all were like so relax but some of them cry..wah..i sat at the chair surrounded by all my Best mat frens..then when my teacher pass me my slip..i open slowly and see that i cant make it and have to go to ITE..haix..
then all my mat fren console me..even some of them are close to me i still have to console them..yep..its nice to see my frens back and enjoying ourself in school..

all of us were angry..we decided to make fuss in the classroom..so we turn the table and chair upside down..angrily..yep..cant stand it mah..
nigel called me then telling me shaun was crying cause shaun fail..
hey shaun..if u are reading my blog here..relax lah..dun worry too much..i know u can do it..but i dunno abt myself..yep..just try ur best to play for the coming gigs k? wad can u do? u got ur n level slip u cant bring back wad is done already wad ? am i rite to say tat man?** so alright? haix..i still worried for myself..why am i so useless? god i'm so sry..hmm..well..i dunno now..
hmmm..nigel got 6 points,me how much? damm it..
haix..
now i cant think of anything..tml i'm working..need to have a good rest and go to work..
argh..now i regreting now..why? am i tat useless? huh? tell me..why? shaun,nigel,sarah tell me lah..am i tat really useless? haix..

feel like i'm realli lousy..but wad to do..still need to study and look forward towards the future..hmmm..shaun i wish u all the best man..nigel..dun haolian with ur paper lah..sarah i wish u for ur A levels..hmmm..COlin? nth..well..hmm..all i can do is just take my fender acoustic guitar and smash it..vent my anger and sadness to it..
hmmm..wad is done already done..can someone stop me or scold me? SCOLD ME! !! ! argh..
alright i think tats all i guess..hmmm..alright lah..
good nite and sweet dreams..
i'm okay..

posted by Colin Oliveiro @ 10:38:00 pm

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